8 Things I will tell my 16 years old self. (From 22 years old me)

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1. Just Be Yourself. 

You cannot please others if you are not being yourself. Stop trying to please other human beings. The only person you need to strive to please is Jesus. And He is very gentle. 

2. Don't be so hard on yourself. People are not really looking at you the way you are thinking.

Stop trying to guess what others are thinking about you. It really does not matter. Unless he/she tell you that means that they are not thinking that.

3. It is okay to be emotional and sensitive, don't try to change that part of you. 

You are going to cry a lot, you are going to care about the things that no one really cares. You are going to struggle to find friends and it is okay. Be gentle to yourself and try to understand your feelings and your feelings are important, not to others but to yourself and God. 

4. Your Happiness should lie on Jesus alone or else you will find yourself struggling again. 

Only, I mean really only Jesus can satisfy all your deepest desires. Don't be afraid of your desires and the feelings that you got now, be patient with them, they are your friends, not your enemies. 

5. Just do what you enjoy now, try to be joyful and don't pretend that you are okay. 

You may not find someone that you can trust now to talk. Stop pretending that everything is okay, you will just make everything even worse. 

6. Be Confident. 

You would ask me from where? from what? what is worth confident in me now? I will tell you is not in you, is the love that Jesus have for you. Yes, He loves you and very much, every inch about you and He cares about all your little worries, your feelings and every drop of your tears. Let Him love you if you can do that. Love yourself, look at yourself the way God look at you. If you can't do that, just try not to hate yourself. 

7. Love is self-giving not possessive

Friendship comes and go. It is okay to have a hard goodbye. Giving blessing and prayer is the best thing you can do. 

8. Thanks for your hard work although sometimes you work in the wrong direction. 


With prayers,

Jessica 

@Plymouth, Christ the King. 


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